I purposed to use My servant Moses long before he became My servant.  My  plan included 40 years in Egypt, followed by 40 years in Midian, but  even that would not completely prepare him to be My servant in the  impossible ministry assignment that I was calling him to.  Between  his 40 years in Midian and his Egypt assignment, Moses would have many  questions and moments of unbelief.  The fear of Pharaoh and of what I  was asking him to do, would cause him to want to run away from his  calling.  It was in those "in between days" that I would teach Moses  what it meant to be a servant.
Can you hear it in his questioning and unbelieving words?  This is what he said to Me:
-  "Who am I to do this?"  (Ex. 3:11)
 
-  "What if my brothers ask who told me to come set them free?"  (Ex. 3:13)
 
-  "What if they will not listen to me?"   (Ex. 4:1)
 
- "What if I can't speak the words out?  You know I am slow of speech and slow of tongue!"   (Ex. 4:10)
 
- "Don't send me; send someone else!"  (Ex. 4:13)
 
- "Why did you bring harm to Your own people, and why have you sent me to help them? I knew I wouldn't be able to do this. I told You I wouldn't!" (Ex. 5:22)
- "My people have not listened to me, so why do You think Pharaoh will?" (Ex. 6:12)
- "I am not a good spokesperson. My lips are unskilled. Pharaoh will not listen to me . . . EVER!" (Ex. 6:30)
Moses really only had one problem to overcome--his unbelief in Me!   Moses looked at Pharaoh, and then he looked at himself and his people,  and he considered the task I gave him to be impossible.  And he was  right!   His unbelief, and the  discouragement he felt when he did what I  told him, to no avail, clearly show Me what I see over and over again  when giving these difficult assignments to My children--that they are  more impressed and have more clearly in their sights the problem, not  Me.    You see, Moses looked a Pharaoh and was more impressed with what  Pharaoh could do than what I could do.  Moses was not even glancing in  My direction; he only saw the problem, Pharaoh.
When I give an impossible assignment, it is to teach  one thing--that I Am the God of the impossible and that I am to be   trusted, Me alone.  I am utterly faithful to bring about what I say I  will do.  It is up to My servants to put their faith in Me, not in   themselves and what they can do on their own.  They must even put the  responses of their family and friends aside, and listen only to Me.  It  is up to My servants to look to Me alone, not to the circumstances that I  have allowed, for in doing so, they will experience fear instead of  having complete trust  in Me.
Do you see that you have  done this same thing?  I have given you an assignment that is bigger  than you, bigger than your ability, bigger than the "helpful tips"  others can give you.  But it is not bigger than Me!  Your trust and  faith in Me has been growing over the years, but this assignment before  you is to help you learn that you need ME!  I want to  strip you of your self-reliance and self-sufficiency.  For My plan to be  accomplished, you must surrender yourself to Me.  If you do not, then  you are tying My hands, and My plan will fail.  I am waiting for your  full surrender.
 

 
 
 

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